''I Was There For Him All the Time''
1:30PM ET January 7th, 2013
Contributor : Rayna Dean
A Rocky Williform Company

Honey Cocaine has been dealing with the shocking and tragic suicide of fellow rapper and her former boyfriend, Freddy E. She spoke about the pain on Twitter, and defended herself against those who claim she was to blame for him taking his own life.

"To say I caused what happened is ignorance.. You know nothing about our friendship or the story, hate me if you feel.. We loved eachother..," she tweeted. "We were homies. We had a bond and a connection. For people to attack me acting like I made him do it is a shame."

"Say it's my fault, threaten me, whatever.. I knew him well enough to know he had other things happening.. I was there for him all the time," she continued. "If he was here, he'd wish for people to just respect him and who he was and what he did for all of us. He was a f*cking King."

"I said some foolish things cause I thought he was joking, he does shit like that to me all the time. This is crazy. Our convo last night.. We talked all the time, I'd never hurt him.. I always had him," she went on. "People think they have an idea but it's not your business.. RIP my angel, my condolences. @Freddy_E"

"Taking a hiatus to give my angel my prayers. Love you all," she said. "From the first time we met, we said we'd do whatever for eachother. Bonnie and f*cking Clyde. If you love him, respect us and our situation!"